This distracted me, to a small extent, from the crushing sense of loss. Other than a distant aunt, who I had only met a few times, I had no family. The girls finally took me to bed, dressing me in pajamas I'd never worn since I had left home, the girls wore nightgowns, Jennifer's, and just lay close to me through the night. In the early morning, I was beginning to come to grips with the situation, capable of conversation and responding to their frequent gentle hugs Jill drove us first to her place to grab what she would need while Jennifer waited with me in the car. In only a few minute, she was back, tossing a bag into the back of the car and pulling us out onto the road. Jennifer cuddled with me in the back seat as I drifted in and out of sleep. We didn't talk much and Jill kept the radio low. I woke fully when I noticed we were only a few miles from home. Jennifer was pointing out turns to Jill and soon we pulled into the drive. I only took three tries to find the right rock hiding a spare house key. The house was achingly quiet, and everywhere I looked were things that reminded me of my loss. The girls fixed some lunch while I called Father's solicitor, bizarre telling him I was here. He said he'd be here in an hour. After lunch, I showed the girls to a guest room and put my bag in my room. Right on time, Mr. Farnsworth pulled up behind my Land Rover. I met him at the door, waving him through ahead of me. He suggested my father's study for our meeting. I took Jennifer's hand, leading her with me. After a brief introduction, he agreed to let her sit in on our meeting. He sat at fathers desk, Jennifer and I on chairs facing him, she held my hand. He pulled a thick indian folder from his briefcase, opened it, and spread papers on the desk. “James,” he began, “first let me express my condolences for your loss. I knew your father since well before you were born, he was a good friend, and I shall miss him. Pursuant to the terms of their wills, I have already begun several actions relating to the estate.” I nodded while he separated a few sheets and turned them toward me to sign. The first was an authorization to pay the funeral expenses from the estate. The next three were for the insurance company to pay death benefits to my bank account. One was for father's auto insurance. Another was an insurance policy to pay the taxes. Tears sprang to my cheek. It feels, delightful in my hands, and my mouth, and it tastes strangely, pleasing. The college boys don’t last ten minutes with me.” I flicked through her folds, teasing her. We roll off the couch and onto the floor, laughing as we land on the carpet. She teased me. I shuddered, my heart pounding in my chest. Only the eldest son looked even close to his appearance. MOmmy!!!" He counts them and bizarre objects. I`ve told Jason all about you, and he can`t wait to meet you. “I'm going back indian home and enrolling in college.” She willingly obeyed him, knowing that this was going to be her life as long as she chose to serve him. The dogs paws landed on her back and she felt the dog cock probing at her opening.